1. |
Beneath Mount Onishika
01:58
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2. |
My Country
04:17
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Back breaking labor's allowed, I am the emperor clown
You try to destroy me? Unbelievable story
Slaves and peasants abound, they make up all of my crowds
Tell another lie I am a God in their eyes
You, branded rebels, try to fight,
A traitor to me and traitor to my country
But I won't dissect you in the streets
The media will be my victims on their own screens,
Enemies of the people
(I’ll build a wall a great build a wall no one will get over that and if they do they’re sad and I’m so fucking humble)
Why did I try? Totally out of depth
I cannot lie, I'm starting to like it
Why pay for you?
This beggar life is a waste of time
Hidden in the safety of these four walls
The only concern, my burger and fries
I'm a tool from the god above,
I swear he said give the rich a huge tax cut
It's ok to use the poor to line your pocket
They can't ever hope to talk with their wallet
Why did I try? Totally out of depth
I cannot lie, I'm starting to like it
Kneel down to me and prey
Chosen by God, the cult king of the USA
He took a knee; what a son of a bitch
Interrupt me; you're a son of a bitch
Report the facts; lying son of a bitch
Back it with stats; you're a son of a bitch
Lying son of a bitch
Bang on my drum
Insight violence
They're not like us
Break their defiance
Why did I try? Totally out of depth
I cannot lie, I'm starting to like it
Bow down to me and prey
Chosen by God, the cult king of the USA
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I wake up in the morning, sun beats down and the anarchy’s calling
Wash my face and brush my teeth, the rituals of a societal leech
I head down stairs in my three piece suit, see a man in the mirror
Who’s that beaut?
Beat my wife because she burnt my toast
The glamorous morning of this TV host
Hello and welcome (he says among the glitz and the glamour)
There’s been a tragedy (he’s still smiling)
I need to tell you about (oh thank God for you)
A woman was out last night, she was beaten and raped
Then her attacker went mad, started shooting up the place
But it was her fault, she was dressed as a slut
Or she was covered up in some foreign religious garb
Oh just ban guns I hear the others cry
If I was there I would of shot her and then I would of shot the guy
He’s damn right, this country is a mess,
If my grandparents saw it, it would cause them distrest
We’ve lost our identity and our culture
To government conspiracy and the globalism vulture
Typical left, condescending bitch
Fucking cuck, snowflake wake up
He’s starting hatred, time moves on, it’s called evolution
I don’t believe that you think that shit
The government ain’t plotting, they barely care one bit
In our modern world, it always goes the same
Some are always outraged while others are game
I could say the most offensive word
Right or left, they say I must be heard
Dance monkeys dance
You know what we should do? (what?)
Collect a political head (great idea)
I’ve had enough of them (so have we)
Standing up to people (fuck them)
Nothing's gonna chance for us, they’re keeping on the silencers
We’re going to do some digging to reveal they were fibbing
Well they seem so squeaky clean, something they’ve said is obscene
What it’s ten years ago? Ha! They won’t care.
They won’t stand in our way, those that do, will fall before us!
Now! We come to the last story of the night it’s sure to shock and amuse,
Ten years ago this politician had some pretty “out there” views
We would like to remind our viewers an apology isn’t enough
And no human, develops and changes and learns from mistakes over time
It’s time they were fired, they should retire!
It is a glorious day!
Oh no I can’t believe it, everything is now swamped in judgement
They’re a person, they wanted to help us
A career destroyed by an old tasteless joke
But wait, we have bonus content, we’re giving you taxpayers more bang for your buck!
It’s really sad, it’ll make you cry, it’ll make you afraid of being a live…
A group of idiots didn’t get what they want
Thought killing and violence would shock us, to follow them
They were mistaken, two sides unite as one
Decapitate, shoot, blow us up, we’ll come back twice as strong
Would have been fine if they were allowed guns!
Have some compassion, don’t politicise
They were killed with knives, shooting leaves more bodies on the floor
You just enable, people are dying more and more
Stop the bad guy with a gun with a gun
That’s the fucking rich they scavenge off tragedy
They come for me? I’ll spit fire
Ain’t no infidel, I’ll kill the liar
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4. |
A Victim of Circumstance
02:53
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I wanna see you suffer,
We’ll burn every bridge we ever made,
Just to see you writhe and burn in flames!
That’s some hard ass shit!
It’s always such a shame,
That everyone tells me how to behave,
“They’re drowning here!”
“Fleeing from war!”
I don’t give a damn,
Hope they die some more!
You may think what I say’s just to get attention,
The words I speak some grand deflection,
To get your rage must be pulling a stunt,
Seem blind to the fact I’m just a cunt.
I’ll watch your broken lives,
Shatter outside my home,
To let you in would not be wise,
I look in the mirror and hate what I see,
How can a human be devoid of humanity?
With one last chance,
We just throw it away.
It’s not my place to be a saviour,
I owe none a special favour!
God save, the mother fucking queen!
God save, the mother fucking queen!
God save, the mother fucking queen!
The mother fucking queen, the mother fucking queen!
As we stumble over our own feet to name the next hoard,
That we’re convinced will leave us destitute, forgotten, and poor,
We turn our blinkers on and blind our eyes,
It won’t be me,
It can’t be me,
Looks like a nice day to commit another genocide!
At the border turn them back!
At the border turn them back!
At the border turn them back!
AT THE BORDER TURN THEM BACK!
At the border turn them back!
At the border turn them back!
At the border turn them back!
AT THE BORDER TURN THEM BACK!
TURN THEM FUCKING BACK!
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5. |
My Submissive Starlet
03:26
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Wanna hear you beg for me
I love your credentials, they're very large,
I wanna use them to make my dick hard,
A beautiful girl to me, you're out of my league,
But I've got power over you no need to deceive,
Force myself onto you and if you pull away,
I'll see to it that your career goes up in flames,
To the outside world I'm nothing but a parasite,
But like I give a shit, when I'm fucking that girl tonight,
She wants it over for it to be done,
But she won't see her name in lights unless she keeps her mouth shut,
You're lonely here, need a helping hand,
This is just the price of fame my dear,
Trained for years, top of the class,
But you won't get a part if I don't like that ass,
I just want to fuck it,
So smart and pretty what a clever girl,
But nothing prepared you for this fresh new hell,
A chosen career you'd made up your mind,
Nothing would stop you leave the past behind,
Came into me all bright eyed bushy tailed,
Your parents and tutors won't know how much they failed,
Not even old enough to drink I want you on your knees,
So place them down upon the hardened floor I want to hear you scream,
Young and supple flesh is what I desire and need,
To exercise my power take a dip into my sea of greed,
Every joke I ever tell you have to laugh and smile at me
That acting part will go and the career you want will never be
Smile little baby you don't want to tell our secret do you?
Look at me when I talk, no telling what I'll do.
That's it I've had enough, every moment that I'm with you,
Is my own personal hell,
I'm breaking my restraints,I don't care about my own fate,
I'll expose you, the whole world I will tell,
You'll suffer well,
You'll suffer well,
You'll suffer well,
You'll suffer!
A chosen career you'd made up your mind,
Nothing would stop you leave the past behind,
Came into me all bright eyed bushy tailed,
Your parents and tutors won't know how much they failed
The parasite said I own you,
But we chose to expose you,
A fucking waste of flesh and space,
You deserve the pain you face.
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6. |
Navigate The Dark
05:18
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Never alone!
Is what they say to you
When they can never really understand
A feeling of loss
In a place you now call home
Sometimes life doesn't go as planned
And Never again!
Will they ever help
You need to help you they tell themselves
But I will never leave this rut with you
We will go down together
Or rise up anew
I don't see us rising
But we'll fight and fight
I wanna rise up from hell just to see the light
I will step into the firing line
Even if what we do is just tasteless
We will claim back our souls won't be faceless.
You turn cold and cool
I just give up again
I was lax took my hand off the pulse
I am a fool our hearts beat in unison
Can feel helpless but never alone
Don't give us something
You fight us
Just to put us down, slam me in a vice
You're winning, but winning ain't won
We are waking gonna be the final nightmare
I've never felt cold
They're savagely
Only in my mind
Beating us down
I'd take daggers and blows to the chest
For you not to feel like this
I just watch helplessly
As you're taken away
I've never been so, good at searchin', left, right, left, right, never gonna end
But you will navigate through the dark, make your way back to me.
I've never felt cold
They're savagely
Only in my mind
Beating us down
I will form armoured plates and beat the dissenting voices down.
A sudden shock wave, it just takes me, Sanity is hard to find.
Every word I speak just seems to hit the barrier all the time
Head and knuckles become bloody
Psychological pain takes its toll on the body
Can't get to sleep
Can never wake up
Gonna numb this pain with prescription drugs
Prisoner inside my brain, project it out but feel insane
Never wanna hurt you the pain is even worse for me
I won't be afraid
I won't be afraid
We won't be afraid
I've never
Felt so helpless
I just wanna help
I will help
I've never felt cold
They're savagely
Only in my mind
Beating us down
I will form armoured plates and beat the dissenting voices down.
A sudden shock wave, it just takes me, Sanity is hard to find.
I'll fucking rip you apart
I'll fucking rip you apart
Don't fucking mess with us.
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7. |
Judgement
03:56
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Time on me's wasted,
So many failed dreams, apathy,
Only three decades gone,
Perpetual failure and a world that's done with me!
I'm giving as good as I get,
But I'm hammerin' a town of deaf ears,
The talents I thought that I possessed,
Are nothing when compared to the rest,
Now that's when I realised,
That I need to find,
A hole inside in which to climb,
Bury my head, hide, resign, forget time,
Erase my place and go home!
Even when I thought I'd found my place,
There's always enemies, pounding the gates,
I'll give you an offering,
Just to feel young again,
We're told we can do anything,
By our loved ones handing us the rope from which to swing,
But I say fuck that!
When you limit me,
Treating every word I spout as a catastrophe,
If your world is ending then I'll just let it be,
My mind's eye was closed but now I truly see,
I've got to do this on my own,
Buck my fucking ideas up and change my tone,
We're just latent currents in this computer system,
I'll shut the noises out won't become a mindless drone,
It's easy to wallow in defeat,
Pick yourself back up,
It's not too late for anything!
See I won't,
Be my worst enemy,
See I won't,
No!
Be your machinery,
You're seeking structure out in the structureless,
Realise potential then develop art in yourself,
Time repeats,
Achieve minimal feats,
When everything I think tears another piece of me,
Spend my life taking myself down,
When there are plenty of fuckers that'll do that for me,
When you're sick of everything,
That everyone will throw your way,
Just shut them out!
Slam another fucking door,
A monotonous bore,
Never been so sure,
Just another sucking viper,
It's easy to wallow in defeat,
Pick yourself back up,
It's not too late for anything!
I won't be my,
My worst enemy,
See I won't be your machinery.
Every time I let myself listen to yet another lie,
‘Bout how I'm passed it, should give up, just curl in the corner and die,
I grind my head into my hand until my bones have turned to paste,
My teeth seize up, my mouth turns dry, I know my life's a fucking waste,
But wait a minute,
I know that ain't the fucking case,
I'm doing what I love,
So shut that blabbing mouth and know your place,
I may never be hitting what you'd call the biggest stage,
But I'm hot shit!
I know it, don't need that on printed page,
So just sit back, enjoy the fucking show,
Of a thirty year-old man, who's just too shit for radio,
With my crappy talent, surely I should be meek,
But shying away is for the fucking weak,
So line up in a row, prepare your judgement,
My back may yet give out but I'm fucking loving it!
I'm everything,
I'm everything,
That you want to be,
I'm everything,
I'm everything,
Because I'm happy.
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8. |
Misilanthropy
04:26
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You’re spurtin’ hot red,
From a wound I just gouged into your neck,
The hanging’ flap of skin,
It ain’t doing a thing,
Don’t worry best friend,
I’ll stem the flow with money,
I’d do anything for you,
‘Til people stop watching,
Hey you, what’s the big idea you got my notes wet,
If you hadn’t fucked up, I could be more rich,
But I’ve got to be seen to be giving a hand
To little chumps like you, I could damage my brand,
They say philanthropy is the future,
Of marketing anything to anyone,
Gotta find myself a dying kid,
For revenue, stock rise, I need more things,
All of you,
Are mine to own.
I just see free will,
I can’t stand it,
Can’t fucking bear it!
Get in line,
Better work a hundred hours a week,
You just want money, wanna survive,
I’ll ensure you’re on the bread-line,
Wounded,
Fetal,
Surviving,
It’s not a state of mind I know,
You’re all panicking waiting for a hand out,
I bite the begging hand,
Probably should have worked hard,
That’s why you’re now in the position,
Always hear the same excuse,
I work two jobs, that’s your decision,
It’s about time that you get the lead out,
Nothing but a disease, washed over the world,
I’d cull every one of you, I just need to get away with it,
(Hang on wait a minute, If you take a tiny bit of my wealth,
I’ll become a saint in your eyes, my products will fly off the shelfs,
Anyone who challenge that, will be derided, torn apart,
Questioning my charitable acts, must be scum, not have a heart)
All of you, are mine to own,
I just see free will, I can’t stand it,
Can’t fucking bear it,
I always wanted,
To bring you down to your knees and I,
Salivate at the thought of it.
Wouldn’t it be a nice time to think about anyone but yourself?
NO!
I am all alone, pretend to shed a tear,
Oh my dear you’re such a naive fool,
I am all alone, I’ve come to save the day to get paid,
Or it’s just a waste of time,
I am all alone,
All of you, are mine to own,
I just see free will, I can’t stand it,
Can’t fucking bear it,
I always wanted,
To bring you down to your knees and I,
Salivate at the thought of it.
Whatta man whatta man whatta man whatta mighty good man,
I did it my way,
This shit is bananas b-a-n-a-n-a-s
Gold finger,
I get money, money is god,
Money, money, must be funny, in a rich man’s world,
Diamonds are a girl’s best friend,
Soiya sossosso soiya HA!
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9. |
Hikikomori
05:28
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This city feels like a wasteland,
Friends and strangers look right through me,
I'll find a kingdom where it's only me they see,
I just need acceptance
Not from the ones who love me
Those who reject me
Just rate me highly it's all that I need
It's on your adoration that I feed
I'm just here to be
Judged by strangers, I'll make them love me
Portray my life through a series of pictures
When in my soul I've never been sicker
All I want's for you to like me
No, fuck that, you all will love me,
No longer care for independence
Just prop me up through fake acceptance
I'm not fucking around
Upvote me or I'll tear you down
Click on my video give me the hits
Don't care what you think you belligerent shit
This is my kingdom
With this all my life has meaning
Faceless people hold me up high
One on one I'm called shy
But I'm so much more when I go online
Cut
Snip
and Sever the connection
Don't end my connection
It seems the more that I try
I Inevitably fuck up my life
I'm begging you, just give me some sympathy
Only salvation's a fucking epiphany
I've been torn down
Off my paper pedestal into the ground
I'll rise I'll rally
Reborn in Silicon Valley
Shatter
Pulverise
and Obliterate connection
Don't keep connection
I don't wanna be me
A Mythical beast of fantasy
To choose reality
Is to Embrace fragility
I'm not wrong
I Can't be wrong
No, no, I can't be wrong
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10. |
Little Puppet Boy
05:51
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It was the most beautiful day, can't remember the weather,
Just a smile on her face, time blurred until we next met,
I had my first taste of flesh,
Baby, baby, baby I want you,
Baby, baby, baby, I need you,
1,2, A hazy view, 3,4, The woman I adore
5,6, Back breaks like sticks, 7,8, Hell's Gate
9,10 It Can't end, 11,12,13, 13
You know I felt the same, that beautiful day,
A smile caused a mini heart attack,
But I see through a piece of lying
Cheating, mother fucking scum,
That's why your heart,
Now beats upon the pavement
I'm sorry for what I'm still to do, I know you're right,
I'm begging for you to hold on to me tight
Don't (Forget us)
Life Shatters whole (I pick up my pieces for compost of soul)
I wrote a love song for you, It's the least that I could do,
I'm useless I'm to blame, pour paraffine, up in flames,
I wrote a love song for you, it's all I could fucking do,
Cut off my hands, I'll bleed for truth,
It's not just your heart that's mine,
Your eyes, your tongue, your liver and spine!
Oh, little boy, you seem lost to me but,
Don't worry your pretty little head,
Unless you cross me, you'll end up dead,
My fingers bore into your spine,
to rip and tear it out, one simple little cord,
When severed, will paralyze from the waist down,
Oh little puppet boy, smile!
Your eyes they traced, that girls every step,
I'll take em out, leave a cavernous crevice,
Better yet I'll break your jaw
Line it up on paving slabs, and stamp it into the floor.
No more character, I only live to flatter,
It seems I have been, an unfaithful wretch didn't realise it,
Oh Goddess,
You gave my life some meaning when I did not have it,
This life has always felt like it has been savaged,
They all broke me down I always felt disparaged,
I have been, the worst kind of piece of shit
I am all you should give a damn about,
Conflate, immolate, you're in pain coz you're in love,
I will make you suffer gorge on it every time,
Break your spirit, heart and trust, it's only me, there is no us,
A slave that can only do wrong, can't win me over with a pathetic song.
Broke my soul, now I cloud with regret,
Broke my soul, now I cloud with regret,
Now I see you, for what you are,
Succubus, and it finally feels like,
A haunted chapter I can close,
Voices in my mind have been silenced,
And they will never ever come to the surface again,
This breaking of my mind is all she ever did,
But now I am enforced and constantly ready for it,
And it ends with me.
I wrote a love song for you, such a stupid thing to do,
I'm free, you're to blame, poison bond set in flame,
The pain you put me through, thought I'd do horrid things to you,
But I'm just numb
Purging, leaving, rid myself of you,
Wreckage, remade, sailing out of view
Oh what a cocky boy, a floundering fish,
With my hooks still in you
Leave me be, I'm better off alone,
Can't decide what to do when I catch you again,
Do I beat in your skull? Or just fucking gut you?
No I'm not fucking around,
You are so much easier than you think,
I can't wait to pluck every vein and string,
My marionette, my floundering fish,
You will bow, scratch my every itch,
Purging, leaving, rid myself of you,
Wreckage, remade, sailing out of view,
No my darling it will end.
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11. |
Bear Trap
02:57
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I remember the last time I saw you,
Your hair was thin and your face was gaunt,
In one hand, you clasped your watch,
As if you knew your time was short,
But still it went on, for many months more,
I couldn't stand to see you, from what I'd seen before,
Reasoned I'd distress you,
Wouldn't remember who you see,
The fact was I'm a coward despite all you'd done for me,
I'm ashamed I never stood by your bedside,
I was busy cowering in mine,
But there was one who would never,
And never gave up on you,
Would have done all that she could,
To just take a piece of the pain away,
Every second felt a lifetime,
For two of you,
I imagined it,
But it's always worse than you think,
Even in death,
You thought of others all the time,
Seemed to choose to pass,
When the daughter you loved,
Only for a moment left your side,
This I promise,
When she's old and grey,
This time I won't run in fear,
By her bedside I will stay.
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