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The Calamity

by Kesagake

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Hey you,

Is there anybody in?
I'm tapping on your window
I need a home
I'm cold out here
I'm freezing I need acceptance

I've been disruptive
I've been a devil
I just need to confess

(I just want to be a part of
The congregation)

I need, I need, I need, I need, I need
I need, I need, I need, I need this
To feel holy again

And I see (Step back)
The tricks I play (Hideaway in the closet)
Fall down right in front of me (And I tell myself)
And I know I'm not worth it
Deserve to be deserted
It's a journey
And I'm not even close

No matter how hard I clasp my hands
(Lost child come to the light)
No one is listening
Oh God, you better believe it

With tears in my eyes
I strike at the heart
When I'm done stabbing
He won't get up

No father
No deity
No friend
Just me

And I see
Those tricks I played
Fall down right in front of me

We confess
We're cheating ourselves
(I've killed my deity)
We confess
We cheat ourselves
(Blood spilled I'll drink my fill)

I'm not a calamity
I'm not a calamity

God is dead. God remains dead and we have killed him How shall we comfort ourselves
The murderers of all murderers?

What was holiest and mightiest of all that the world has yet owned has bled to death under
our knives.

Who will wipe this blood off us?

What water is there for us to clean ourselves?

What festivals of atonement, what sacred games shall we have to invent?

Is not the greatness of this deed too great for us?

Must we ourselves not become gods simply to appear worthy?

And I see (Step back)
Those tricks I played
(Hideaway in the closet)
Fall down right in front of me

Now I know I'm not worth it
Deserve to be deserted
It's a journey and I'm not even close
I've got this struggle in myself

I'm not a calamity
I am the calamity
I'm not a calamity
I am the calamity

credits

released April 24, 2020
Written and Performed by Kesagake.
Mixed and Mastered by Wynter Hereward Prior at Sphynx Studios
Artwork by Ed Moffatt

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Emo Inspired Theatrical Hardcore Nu-Metal.

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